Sunday, August 18, 2013

Ecuador stories part 2: tourists

Breakfast at the hotel was interesting. I didn't really know what I was eating and it all tasted weird. It scared me to think that every meal on this trip would be like this. I ate as much as I could but I couldn't eat much. 

Shortly after breakfast we loaded the bus. It was very interesting cramming into the tiny elevator along with other Ecuadorians to get our luggage down to the lobby. Almost had a panic attack from feeling clostraphobic, but thankfully, I didn't. Driving through through the town was fun, the town was so neat, it reminded me of our main street but older, more broken, and dirty.  Instead of barbed wire at the top of fences, they had shards of glass bottles lining the tops of the walls to protect their property. It was so gorgeous looking out and seeing  the city covering the hills and valleys. 

Our first stop was the equator. they have bathrooms there, but you have to pay $.10 for toilet paper. We toured the little town near the Equator after a group picture, the food smelled wonderful! we visited the little shops and tried to communicate while buying things. I bought a hammock for $18 and some cool pants for 5. The lady at the shop where I bought the hammock was so nice, she gave me a free coin purse because of my purchase. Most times Americans purchased something in Ecuador they gave you back silver dollars instead of Bills or change. While walking around with Karen and Lauren, Dave  approached us With an attitude of panic and was saying that he had to tell us something.  we followed him around while he seemed to be trying to find something. Eventually he told us that he found Lauren's cousin who was on site missionary there and it was neat that she was reunited with him. Dave told us to be careful because he noticed a man watching us and as he started towalk over, Dave Pulled us away. Later we were taking more pictures of the equator and Kara slipped and fell over the equator. While laughing, I noticed the man up on the balcony still watching us. I told Sara about it and she looked up at him and he beckoned us to come up there, we ignored him and eventually he approached us and started to talk. When he figured out we didn't speak Spanish or Russian he told us in English that the balcony would be a much better place to take pictures. We kindly refused in order to avoid being kidnapped...or worse. 

After that we headed to the mall for lunch it was very much like our malls but it was outside, well parts of it were. It was very nice. We ate in the food court which had both foreign and familiar restaurants. we were told not to eat any fresh veggies or salad as well as not to drink any fountain drinks or water not bottled. My group went to tropi burger and ordered chicken strips with bottled water, it was pretty hard to communicate and It took us a while to order.  Sarah wanted ranch for her chicken, so we went on an adventure to find it. And an adventure it was. first, we had to figure out how to say ranch in Spanish, then Sarah tried asking this Cajun place and was having trouble, so she had to ask the guy next to her help her out. It turns out he was Ecuadorian but had lived in Texas for a while. We took the ranch back to the table, but when we tasted it we unfortunately discovered that it tasted like tartar sauce/ mayonnaise and it was gross. So we tried again, we asked Quiznos for "salsa de ranch" and she thought we wanted a meal, we had to explain that we just needed it on the side. Sara tried asking for it "à la carte" and she still didn't understand. so I said "solo". finally, sara had her ranch. After lunch we walked the mall a little. we needed to get downstairs, but the escalators only went up. we had to take the elevator which was tiny and packed with people, it was super cramped and the people inside just stared at us. Awkward. 

We got back in the bus and rode for many hours, maybe five? it was a gorgeous view and atI one point there was a valley with a river and the clouds came very low and we were basically driving through clouds and when you look down you could see the clouds below you. It was stunning! We slept a lot on the bus and took pictures of poppy with sleeping victims. at one point, bus surfing was our form of entertainment. we would stand sideways in the isle and try to balance along the rough path and around curves and turns. 

We arrived at camp UNPES after dark.  we set up in our rooms --I shared a room with Andra, kayla, Sara, Kara, and Taylor and Emma, the two interns-- Which had a small bathroom and a small shower room. 

Dinner was amazing!! it was roast with gravy, rice, and vegetables. and juice! we had juice every day and I discovered I don't like papya. Eating that wonderful food relieved all my fears of having to eat strange foods for the rest of the trip. 

I slept in my hammock. it got very cold at night and trips to the bathroom were tough. Eventually it got so cold that I took up Sara's  offer and hopped in bed with her. 

I didn't live down the fact that me and Sara cuddled, it was brought up through the rest of the trip.  

P.S. I will add pictures to these post when I get my laptop fixed. It won't connect to Internet and I'm having to use my phone. 


Monday, July 29, 2013

Ecuador stories part 1: the airport

Anxiously I prepared for my journey. Getting ready, I was so excited as well as nervous for my first ever trip overseas. We met as a group at the garage at 6:30 AM to get baggage ready, pray and say goodbye to family. My mom and sister would be  joining me, so I didn't have any tough goodbyes. Soon we loaded a bus and headed towards the airport. Poppy the gnome joined us, we started a new tradition where we take pictures of him with anyone who fell asleep. That, Along with our anticipation, kept us entertained for the ride. At the airport we ate breakfast and awaited our flight to Atlanta. It was about a two hour flight and I was in a middle seat between Mrs. Carolyn and a man I didn't know. Looking out the window is my favorite part of flying, as well as take off and landing. I love to fly, but being Rebekah's first flight she was very scared. She shed a few nervous tears at first, but by the second flight she warmed up and was dancing to music with her friends. We had a layover in the airport in Atlanta. We had lunch and played games of UNO and Mad Libs while waiting for our flight to Quito. I was super excited that there was a Panda Express in the airport, so that's where I chose for lunch. Her after a little layover we begin to board the plane but only a few were able to board before they closed the ramp to storming. After a slight delay we boarded for a five hour flight. I was in the middle again between Jacob Blackman and a girl who I later learned was from France. It was a very nice flight, we were supplied with a pillow and a blanket, we watched a movie and TV shows to pass the time, but eventually Hey got bored and tired I tryed to sleep, but being in the middle made it difficult because Jacob was a guy and I didn't want to lean on him or the stranger next to me. Eventually out of desperation I asked him if I can use his shoulder, he said it was okay but once I lay down I could sense we were both uncomfortable with it, so that didn't last very long. They fed us sandwiches for dinner on the plane, I was easily impressed. My very favorite part was our descent into Quito. it was dark outside and seeing the lights of the city was so gorgeous! I broke the rules a little and tried taking pictures out the window, but the movement made the lights blurry. the airport in Quito was intimidating.  it was overflowing with culture and diversity, everyone speaking different languages. the line through immigration was very long and it was hard because we were all tired and some were feeling sick. At one point we just heard a blood curling scream. we looked back and behind us a little boy's shoelace had got stuck in the escalator and had made him trip. it was sad and scary, but he was just fine. It had only scared him. Rebekah thought it would be funny to pop a balloon, the ones we used as markers for our bags..oh my! Everyone turned to look what had made that loud noise, and we were all like "oh dear! she's not with us.". After that it was quick and soon enough we met with Steve and rode the bus to the hotel where I shared a room with mom and Rebekah.  I crashed pretty quickly. 

Thursday, July 25, 2013

Flow of meaningless words

Wow. I don't even think words can describe this feeling. I can't describe my feelings. My thoughts just run and conflict and I can't get them straight. Just stop. 

I'm worried 
I'm anxious about my future and my life. I don't know what I want to do and I am running out of time to decide. Where do I go to school? What do I study? What do I major in? I want to be a missionary. I want to teach kids about Jesus. I want to be a photographer. I would enjoy some sort of counseling job. I am behind on college placing tests and I'm not on level with other kids. I don't know what I'm going to do, I don't  have a job, I am NOT a successful AP student. 

I just can't breathe. I feel like thinking is sucking air out of my lungs. 

Then I remember that Christ says not to be anxious about anything but to pray and trust him. I feel guilty for still being overwhelmed with unknown feelings

If only he could help me make plans. 
I don't have plans for my schooling, my future, my life. I can't even make plans for my future dwelling because everything's up in the air. My future is just up in the air. And my living situation.. I can't be sure of anything. I just don't know. I have no plans I'm not sure of anything. I want to go do things and I can't, I'm stuck here. In America. After traveling to Ecuador. I hate it here. I feel like if I could just make a plan I'd be okay. 

Then I remember Peter. Peter had his own plans, he got upset with the guards and cut someone's ear off.  Jesus told Peter to put down his sword. In the same way, I'm supposed to put away my plans. Because God has a perfect plan, and he commands is to follow it. I feel ashamed that I am still having trouble dealing with it. 

I'm just struggling. I just am so confused. I wanna do something, accomplish something, be something, do something. I'm tired of just sitting, existing. I want to live. 

 I just wanna live, breathe, and share my Jesus. But I'm only 17 and I don't know where to begin.  I just don't know anything. 

*exhale* 

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Hello out there!

Hey. It's late and I'm awake.

 I was just thinking about life and all it includes. Well all it has included for me. I don't know... You know, people could go around sulking and being upset all the time; mourning over their past. But I choose to learn from mine. I've learned the power of forgiveness, the cost of selfishness, and the affect of manipulation. But I don't wanna sit around and mope about it; I want to love, help, act. I wanna use my story to better the lives of others. I wanna start today. 
 

As a side note, I would like to know if you read my blog, check in occasionally, or follow via email. Please leave me a comment letting me know if you stop by. I wanna know if people actually read these awkward ramblings of mine. Thanks so much! 




I can't wait to upload some pictures. I have been working on photography a little, but I miss it. Be keeping an eye out for some posts soon with photos.  :)




Saturday, June 22, 2013

Chill

Wow, it's been awhile! I miss writing, I really do. But I've been doing so much I haven't had much time. It's the last carefree summer ill prolly have in awhile since next year ill be worrying about colleges, scholarships, and whatnot. This summer is passing quickly, but there is still so much more it holds. I'm extremely excited for my trip to Ecuador and Church camp, as well as a wedding I'm helping to photograph. But soaking in the NOW has been very nice. Seeing family of all ages and relation has been wonderful!! Grandparents, great grandparents, great aunts and uncles, distant cousins and their kids as well as my own younger cousins and aunts and uncles. It's great getting away and just taking it slow and being with family. I'm sad it's ending but being away from my church home and friends I have a loneliness that stings. I miss having friends. So heading for home in a week will be very bittersweet and may drag out a few tears. Bye for now my internet friends

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Welcome summer!!

Summer's here and with it comes another bucket list.

So here we go! 

✅Geocaching with andra
✅Bike rides
Paint wars
Have a lake party
Paint shoes with darts and balloons
✅make snowcones
✅visit the equator
✅visit another country
put glow sticks in the pool
❌meet @jojopoe
✅picnic with friends
✅swing into lake from rope
concert
✅pay for someone elses meal
pamper myself for a day
run a mile
✅go hiking
✅go on a scavenger hunt for a floppy hat
✅go geocaching
ride bike everywhere for a day
beach day in which we do beachy things
✅ask random people random things like an interview
✅"everything but the kitchen sink" sundae
✅goodwill adventure
✅webs antique mall
treasure hunt
✅make a music video
cosmic jump
✅nonnies soda fountain
✅make cupcakes (pink lemonade)           made cake instead :)
✅make fresh lemonade
❌splashtown, or any water park
✅movie date
✅sleepover
✅LOTR marathon
✅ice cream shop
✅babysit
kiddy pool
tea party
bubble bath
✅Library
sprinklers
soap on the trampoline
✅catch lightning bugs
✅dancing in the rain
✅light painting with sparklers
✅eat dinner for breakfast
✅eat breakfast for dinner
✅sunrise watching
sunrise on the beach
✅tye dye clothes
✅fill a truck bed with bedding and              stargaze

✅drive in
✅see despicable me 2 with Kara
messy twister
water balloons 
slip n slide
Make Popsicles & pudding pops (soda) 
✅road trip
sleep in tent
✅go to camp
bowling (backyard)
✅play in  a store (Camille's game)
mud fight
✅chalk
✅no TV for a week
✅No IG for a week

enter a photography contest (both instagram and normal)
✅Cook with beth

intern with a photographer (at least for a day)

✅fireworks
finger painting
pedicure
✅Pull an all nighter-----kinda
✅Hula hooping
✅Jumproping
✅Bubbles
✅Paddleboating
✅Boating
Kyaks
Froyo
✅Swings
✅Watermellon
✅Sherbet punch
✅Splashpad and snocones at unity
Build a fort
✅Scavenger hunt
✅Volunteer for a day
✅Service project
Lead someone to christ
✅Tubing
✅Fishing
✅Go on a girls day out
Fry an egg on the sidewalk
✅Smoothies
Make ice cream
✅Movie, popcorn, and rootbeer with  
mamaw

✅Rootbeer floats
✅Homemade pizza
Movie party
Watch a baseball game
Wiffle ball game
✅Museum
✅Zoo
Rollerskating
✅Carnival/fair
✅Clifty falls
Fly a kite
✅Fire and marshmallows
Sandcastle
✅Game night (boardgames)
✅Clara's pizza
✅Cornfield adventure






Sunday, May 26, 2013

Sunday Senses and Family Birthdays

Good Afternoon!


                                              


Hearing:


  • birds singing
  • dogs panting, 
  • wind blowing,
  •  the heavy breathing of a sleeping baby,
  •  the laughter of children
  •  and soft murmurs of the people celebrating in the house. 


Seeing:


  •  cute baby noses and toes
  •  puppies on the porch
  •  The pretty green grass 
  •  Lilly pads on the water

Smelling:


  •  the clean smell of the approaching summer
  • the lingering scent of hamburgers carried with the wind.


Feeling:


  •  soft baby skin,
  •  sticky heat of approaching summer accompanied by the cool breeze that lifts my hair and cools my skin, 
  • puppy fur on my bare feet
  • and sloppy dog kisses on my arm as they come to discover what this thing called "baby" is


Tasting:


  • sweet Lullabys 
  • baby heads as I kiss them gently.
  • The lemonade crime icing made from scratch
  • sweet fruit



Today we celebrated my Great-Grandmother's 89th Birthday. It was a beautiful way to spend this memorial day weekend.,the day was pretty and the weather beautiful. Family time with the gang was a nice treat, the crazy cousins and sweet babies. I am so thankful for another year with my sweet Mimi and I pray for more to come.



Grand children, great-grandchildren and two great-great-grandchildren.